According to you...
I’m stupid, I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.
According to you...
I’m difficult, hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you...

But according to her...
I’m beautiful, incredible,
she can’t get me out of her head.
According to her...
I’m funny, irresistible,
everything she ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
She’s into me for everything I’m not according to YOU

According to you...
I’m boring, I’m moody,
you can’t take me any place.
According to you...
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span;
you’re the one who puts up with it.
All that is according to you...

But according to her...
I’m beautiful, incredible,
she can’t get me out of her head.
According to her...
I’m funny, irresistible,
everything she ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
She’s into me for everything I’m not according to YOU

I need to feel appreciated,
like I’m not hated.
Why can’t you see me through her eyes?
It’s too bad you’re pushing me away,
Because you are the one that i love.

According to you i cant do anything right...
According to her I’m funny, irresistible,
everything she ever wanted.

So tell me why i listen to you?
What have i got to lose...

i dont wanna die but i want the shit to stop.
i want this fucking shit to stop.
i want to be okay without you.
i want to stop this back and forth shit.
im tired of hiding in another room while you fuck her.
im tired of being compared to her.
im tired of being second best.
im tired of sharing you.
im tired of falling apart without you.
im tired of you obsessibly texting her when im with you.
im tiref of going shopping with you to buy HER stuff.
im tired of lying to the people who care about me so i can be with you.
im tired of wanting you.
im tired of loving you.
im tired of leaving the house and waiting for her to leave so i can come back.
im tired of sleeping in the same bed you fuck her in.
im tired of letting you do what you want.
but most of all, im tired of the fact that i would rather this go on, then leave you.
i wish i could be okay without you.
i wish when i get fed up and try to leave, that i actually would stay gone.
i wish i didnt feel like dying when your not around.
i wish i was strong.
i wish you were ALL mine.
i wish i wasnt your place holder till shes old enough to marry you.
i wish you loved me.
i wish.
i wish.
i wish.



*LC

remember when I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows and butterflies
we did enjoy our happiness
when our love was over
I was such a mess

I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that's when I knew
there ain't no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it's over
I still love you

you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you'd break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start

I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
and now its gone
I don't know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can't look at you
and you know why
no, I tried so hard
to catch your eye

you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you'd break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start